What's All This, Then?

Welcome,

If you are reading this then chances are you are now visiting my blog site. There's nothing much here, just poetry and some other writings started by a high-schooler me back in 2013 and continued sporadically until now. You and I can perhaps draw the conclusion that it was then that my writing hobby started to manifest.

Maybe some of you can see this site as the evolution of my writing and, in part, the (pro/re)gression of my personality and actual state of mind. Thus, some small bits that are no longer in sync with things in which I believe/things as which I would prefer to be perceived have since been revised. I do not really like to seem banal and shallow (read: self-denial). However, since the creation and publishing of this very particular post, I have committed to leave those past creations as is, and revise them in a newer post or a different platform altogether.

If I were to be famous and needed to be cancelled, you came to the right place.



Cheers,

 -@rhinestone_ted-

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