Rhinestone Ted’s Word Emporium

Fuck, man. I'm in love. again. But there's an aura a tad different this time: It's like premature heartbreak I'm not even sure why. And remind me that I am not keen to brag shit about it, about who is it this time, and stuff like that. So, what I'm planning to do is that I'll just pour shit out around here. Maybe that'll help me post regularly. Oh, and one more thing: I'll be writing some unfinished ideas I got at home around here so that when I swing by here I'll see it, and hopefully finish it. Human Monday I hope she won't ever read this blog before time, -@erdions-

Ketika sapa ditangkap telinga Aku berpaling menyambut kata Lagak bersolek pamerkan daya Ingin menarik lirikan dia Selagi mampu aku lakukan Tak akan ragu aku teruskan Aku mendekat, aku berjalan Layaknya lalat mengendus mayat Angin bergerak menghembus lambat Via fantasi aku kembara Entah kemana rasa membawa Niat menggapai cerita baru Impian lalu nyata bertamu Aku rasakan cintaku baru... Tiap larik punya makna, -@erdions-

I'VE JUST REALISED THAT I'VE BEEN BLOGGING FOR A YEAR NOW. FUCK! U WOT M8!? FOR REAL? Yes, a year. And I can't stop wondering. Why the hell there's only 16 posts in a year? And then there's this huge-ass gap of not posting for over 4 months. Now that's a long time of idea drought. Anyway, I'm glad. I just wish that I could blog about something more useful around here, although I'm very sure almost nobody I know will ever read this. But still... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY THERDIONS.BLOGSPOT.COM AUGUST 7TH, 2014, -@erdions-

Makin hari makin menjadi Suara benak makin melirih Saat suka bersinar pelangi Saat duka melenguh perih Dikata cinta sebatas suka Atau sekadar nafsu belaka Seakan api biru neraka Aroma iri membakar sukma Semakin hari semakin sulit Bila ditanya terus berkelit Berbohong saja, bilang sembelit Padahal kosong menatap langit Terpantul dalam dilema mental Bergerak terus macam terpental Melihat wajah bangkitkan khayal Didalam benak, tersirat "Sial!" Dipikir terus, pikiran risau Menyayat-nyayat, layaknya pisau Dipikir terus, seperti sakau Kata yang gaul, namanya galau Ingin kudekat, aku pengecut Ingin ku hardik, nyali menciut Rasa tak berhak, aku tak patut Bilakah teman ingin ku sikut Cuma ku takut, jika dilanjut Jatuh tersingkir, jatuh ke laut Cuma ku takut, kalau ku hanyut Menggapai tangan, tapi direbut Ingin marah, salah Sedih lagi, salah Didiamkan, marah Disesalkan, parah Yang ku ingin cuma berani Untuk saingi, ikut dekati Namun ku takut ja...

Ah, finally August. Perasaan gue baru kemaren bikin KTP. Bulan ini kebanyakan urusan gue meliputi sekolah, dan ngeband. I actually look forward to the band part more. Tapi yang masih tetep nyangkut adalah kenangan tentang mantan gebetan  gue masih nggak tau mau nulis apaan. Malahan I'm really thinking why should I have a blog in the first place?  Jadi mungkin gue bakal balik lagi kalo ada hal untuk diposting. Until then... Stay safe, God bless you, -@erdions-